TRASHED.

it's been a long long time since ive been here and i must say like piczo,nowhere.if you read my last ''goodbye'' post,i supposedly said i was leaving piczo to start blogging somewhere else and do something more original.well,the thing is..leaving piczo left me kinda..eeermm..lost. ive tried blogpost and tumbrl but i just can't seem to stick around for long.i kept changing my mind and today i was thinking maybe checking out hows piczo doing so i logged in and said to my self ''why not start blogging again''? so yeah,here i am.i don't know if i'll be able to stay but i'll try and do my best to keep posting and getting your hypes and comments :D love you lots and missed you xx    

hey guys. there's not pictures in this post,simply because its my last one ever on piczo.im not gonna delete it but i won't be using it anymore. Blogging on here was such an amazing experience but the thing is.. i wanna do something more original..with a certain theme.i was looking through my old posts and it's kind of a mess. there's not a subject.at first it was about fashion bt i only had webcam pics which was kinda crappy and then i got better and had been featured on the frontpage 3 times now but still,i think i need to move on and create something better.i don't wanna do it on piczo though.it's a great place to start a blog but i wanna do something completely independent.
I just wanted to thank you all for following and hyping.you're all amazing!
love you,keep blogging and good luck in your lives <3
much love,
Christiana xx

i'm seriously mad at piczo right now.. it's been almost a month and it didn't change the frontpage.it's like,it shut down or something.. anw. The past 4 days have been crazy: 12th: woohoo.im finally 15 :) i had my party back in june so i just had this small ''friend gathering'' at a new park near my house.it was just amazing (: we went there at like 10.30 when the park closed and blew up my candles by the swings,with just 5 people,5 awesome people and i was happy (: 13th: friday the 13th..ahh,that day was ''sin day'' . there was a concert of a really famous pop star in town and i lied about going there but instead i went to a friends house and stayed there until 2 am,cause normally they wouldn't let me.was so much fun,i swear. 14th: i went out on a date with a belgian guy! yuush yush.it was so much fun and he's such a nice guy.he's pretty gorgeous too but i let him down after a whole lot of thinking which i will expain on my next post 15th: today we had a family gathering at my grandma's.that's where i took the pictures.maan,i love going there.her house is huge! it's got a swimming pool and my grandpa made a mini skateramp for me and my younger cousin to skateboard there (: you can't see it clearly but in the third picture the white thing behind me is one side of a house made out of curtains haha (: yupp..me and my cousins made it to go and sit there and talk about stuff :D


anw,so yeah that was my ''day list'' hope everyone had a nice day :Dxx
ohh and P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO ME

and the love kickstarts again (:

im turning fifteen tomorrow (:
birthdays always bring me bittersweet excitement (umm..what? ) see.. looking back you realise how many things have changed in just a year,even though everyday was the same..or at least you thought it was.Personally,14 to 15 was a huge year for me.I look back and i find a whole different me,than what i am now.In some ways i got a lot better and in others,i just got bad.all the while..wondering if its such a big deal.. i mean..who knows what could happen until 16 or 17 or 18 and so on.. ive came to a point where i understand that life is full of changes and you just have to learn to live with them,good or bad. And another thing..this year left me with lots of new friends and a lot  less old..well,thinking about it..its not really much of my fault,that i lost some friends along the way..it's a change it self.. changes.will change you and will also change the way people see you,some might like it and some might not.. whatever the case,i live it to it. i'll lead my way to whatever i belong and life may follow.. :D

seems like nothing's black and white anymore
shades of grey and i feel a weight over my shoulder
it's though getting older
i always thought that i knew where i'd wanna go
now i'm here and i find that i'm still getting colder
it's kinda tough getting older

it's probably 5 am and i enter my room,with such pride that i managed to leave and come back home again...through the window.I remember it clearly,my mum's answer to my question ''can i go out tonight?'' ''no,you can't''..ahh,there's something about ''you can't'' that's so intriguing and so tempting that makes you want to tranform it into ''i did'' so yeah..i did. Losing all sense of right and wrong is one of those things that are so good,they're bad..and i lie down my bed and think to my self...what if this is all about? to the smallest things...up to those huge risks that could cause you being grounded for a looong long time,if you got caught..the thing is,when you decide that you'll take it..there's no turning back.and no matter how much fun you have you'll always have that itsy bitsy fear of getting caught..somewhere underneath your wide smile and glossy eyes..actually no,that's only until you see your 3rd cosmo on the waiter's disk then you just don't care anymore,,,and i don't care to be honest.. i don't care if my cosmo is too sweet and i don't care if i get caught... no matter what happens,getting caught or not.. taking risks is all about being able to say ''i did'' cause i did..   ++ i don't know if i make any sense up there but anyway..let's go to the pictures: 1: eeeeerrrmmm 2. i suck big time at applying mascara but i think it's quite a realistic picture 3. an empty bottle of smirnoff ice,left from my birthday full of glitter paint,desinged by me(what? i was bored)

and now soooooong time,i love this <3<3<3